Saturday, April 7, 2012

I'm so confused

So you guys know how I said how I like my crush and everything and I was kinda afraid that he was just a jerk that I was following mean while there's another sweet guy following me which is the one I should be giving all my attention too, yeah well I guess I was kinda right in a way. Now there's this other guy who's actually in a higher grade then I am his a 9th graders I'm a 8th grader not really a big difference & I'm actually suppose to be in the 9th grade but I failed a grade, no biggy I learned from my mistake's. Anyways the guys its actually pretty cute, and always looks & stares at me when he see's me I'm not sure if he likes me, he seems kinda shy, but his supper cute & I guess I'm kinda starting to grow some feelings for him, seriously I've been thinking about him so much lately that I'm going crazy, my friends have notice that someone I always end up talking about him. It kinda weird when you've been liking someone for so long and then someone just comes in the picture you know, I'm also very shy kinda like he is, so its pretty hard for me to make a move, but his just supper cute & I see him catching my eye a lot I seriously can't stop thinking about him :) could it mean I'm giving on everything that I've gone through with a guy I've known for so long and liked for so long, or is it just an attraction ?



Saturday, January 28, 2012

My Wondering Thoughts

I'm so lost about me and him ?
I don't understand our "Love Life," "RelationShip," What ever you wanna call it.
His friend is always staring at me and creeping on me like I have something to hide -_-
His other friend, is being all mean with me all of the suden !
And then him and my other friend which now I hate, and don't even wanna talk to are acting weird around me.
Like the other time he was looking at me and my friend (The one a I hate now, who is a boy) followed his track at who he was looking at, looked at me and smiled.
I'm just like wtf is going on ? Does he like me ? Does he know something and is not telling me, I'm so confused !
And then the other time in gym they were both looking at me and point at me, like uhh you making it pretty obvious that you're talking about me you idiot !
And then today I had a fight with my friend the one that smiled at me that I said before, and in between the fight he tells me that thats why the guy I like dont like me, thats so mean, like what do you know?
And now it has me wondering does he like me ?
Why would he say that ?
I'm so lost and confused ? I just don't know what to do !